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Fvck fvck fvck. I am slowly reaching a point where I will lose it. I have so much bottled inside and no one to really be able to talk to. I am the type of person who’s main concern is everyone’s happiness. But lately I can’t get everyone to be happy. And I take that upon me as a failure. I’m really critical of myself, and I am losing it slowly. I font know what to do, seems like whatever I say is taken the wrong way and I am disliked for it. I just want to scream until I lose my voice, and I know there are people out there who have it worse. But being unhappy takes its toll. Need to find a balance.
Yall care too much about other people’s lives. Just live your own.
Help.
I don’t know what to do… I really hate the fact that the person I care about is so sad and out of it, and I just don’t know what to do. I’ve been doing whatever I can to make her happy, even been slightly neglecting my own family. I don’t know what she’s going through, and I know it can’t be easy, but I’m there for her always, and so is my family. I honestly just don’t know what to do. All I can do at this point is be there for her, and try to assure her everything will be OK. But is that enough?! What else can I do?!
Drunk.
The best feeling is when I’m drunk and IDGAF, but it’s when you start coming down and everything you were trying to forget you remember. That’s the worst…
